Had drama in it. How LAME. Of course its drama to deal with him. Even after everything, I still want to be with him. I feel pathetic and mad and heartbroken and frustrated and full of hate and love. People say i should just stop talking to him. I should just ignore him. The things is, I can’t. No realizes that I actually feel like I’m in love with this kid. I feel like I’m addicted to him. Like he’s a sweet drug that I can’t get enough of. It’s horrible. I know in my heart we’re bad for each other. Why? It’s because we bring out the worst in each other, and in a relationship, you’re supposed to bring out the best in each other. At the end of the day though, all I want to do is be with him. Sometimes I wish I would have never met him, that way I wouldn’t have to be so miserable. But then sometimes I think about how really happy I was for those 2 years that we were together. Its a love/hate thing. I don’t think anyone understands what I’m going through.